WEEK 6 -- DAY 36 -- BACK ON AND OFF THE WAGON

Now that the weekend is over and my company is gone, it's time to get back on the wagon. I started off the day with a Jenny Craig blueberry muffin with high hopes of continuing with a Jenny Craig dinner. Somewhere between 4PM and 5PM, I fell off that wagon.

Having done so much food shopping for Super Bowl, thoughts of the things in my pantry and refrigerator were circling around in my head. Since I hadn't had any of the chips I had bought for my party, I kept thinking about the Cool Ranch Doritos and nothing could keep me from having some. Sitting down with a Diet Coke and some Doritos is heaven. There's no way you can eat a Jenny Craig dinner after having Doritos.....no possible way. So I thought I wouldn't eat anything else for the rest of the day. Then I started thinking about the leftover Hawaiian meatballs and heated those up. Now I was on a roll......and it wasn't a good one. After the meatballs, I decided to have a Super Bowl cupcake (which I also hadn't had the day before). And as icing on the cake, I had a Reese's peanut butter cup.

This is as bad as it gets. This is the first time in 36 days that I've done something like this so I really can't beat myself up about it. In the past, I would have done this, weighed myself, gotten depressed and kept on eating. Since I only weigh myself once a week, I have no idea how much damage I've done. I refuse to lie in this blog. If I fall short, I'm going to report it as this will help me along the way. As long as I can pick myself up tomorrow, I'll be fine. Stay tuned.